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sorry, blog is died for a week or so.

entering the third week of poly life.
im still working hard in adapting to it.
it is seriously a drastic change from sec school life,
and i need to adapt fast!

suddenly feel that im lost.
i have no motivation to study now.
yes, i told my friends how much i love to enter HTM
but i dunno why i lost the fighting spirit
to do well, be in the top 10%, and work in IR in future.

everything is so different from wat i anticipated.
told myself to be more extrovert and open.
but im still myself, till now.
dont know when will i be able to change.

HOPEFULLY,
i will change, soon.

life gonna get busy in the coming months.
i dont know how am i going to cope with it
projects after projects.
DUNK IT event will only end in August and the coming months are intensive planning
volunteer for AYG, dunno will be able to get in or not
and other commitment

am i stupid?
go join so many things and make myself stress.

school doesnt make me happy, at this moment.
my source of happiness comes from going to meetings for DUNK IT, volunteer for various event know more people, spending time with friends and you.
haiz..
SUCKS
i think i screwed my my LIFE in a way.